SEIZURE

Once upon a time, it was really not a dream Once upon a time, it was not a dream
Now I'm tryna understand all of these damn things
What is going on with me, going on with me Addicted to drugs, yeah, forever purgatory
I don't understand it, it's the end of my story I don't really know, I don't know, I'm afraid
I don't really know, I don't know, any day I've been stressing out so much, hair turning grey
I don't know what to do, no, not today I've been lost, outer space
You can tell that I'm gone in my face I don't know what's happening no more
I just know that I'm falling to the floor I know that I just gotta make more songs
Cause I lost a lot, 500 more Oh, I'll never get it back
Hoping that my computer don't crash Hoping that I'm in first place
I don't wanna be last But I can be last for the death
That's coming for us all I feel like death, the grim reaper's laughing
Right now in Hell, oh Am I burning, am I ascending
Am I burning, lessons never learning Pop a Perky, feeling great, feeling up
Sipping dirty, in the class, yeah, I was having nosebleeds
And I'm driving down the road and I'm seizing I gotta pull the car over, started bleeding
Coughing up, throwing up my guts, yeah Going crazy in my mind, yeah, I'm going nuts
I'm stuck in a rut, what's up, what the fuck I don't know, understand, not at all, never nah
I don't know what to do and I'm so shocked in awe
And I look, staring at the devil in the corner, oh, yeah
And I see the drawings on the wall, the writings on the wall
The walls are of my brain And I don't understand it, yet I'm going through this pain
I lost so many people on this road I had to pave
I had to make a way for the younger generation today
And I know that they'll listen, I'm leading them out
I did some fucked up things and I said things out my mouth
That I regret right now, but I don't understand I snap on beats and they're just like, wow
How did you make this song
How did you do it all alone
I don't know, I'm feeling lost
I know that you're the same, feeling lost
Feeling so lost, fucked up
Forever on the drugs, forever on the drugs
Never had a love, calling on the plug
Never had a love, calling on the plug
Oh, I know
I, yeah, yeah
H-O-P-E, H-O-P-E, H-O-P-E