Brutal

I'm so insecure I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
In who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job start a new life
Then I'll be so disappointed
Cause who am I if not exploited?

I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
Enjoy your youth- I'm gonna cry
I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help
I wish I've done this before and I wish people loved me more

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

I feel like no one likes me
And I hate the way that I'm perceived
And I only have two real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
Cause I love people I don't like
I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
I can't even parallel park

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here