Wish Bone

I wonder what my family sees
Melancholy with no urgency
Last week my manager told me
I’m hardworking but I just feel lazy

I can’t find the energy to leave my bed
Going back to sleep instead
I pay mind to how my isolation drives
Everyone I love to the side

When you needed me most
I just acted like a ghost
I was selfish and stupid
Now everybody knows
You were all on your own
I never meant for you to be alone

You quit asking if I’m doing okay
Every day I feel exactly the same
My list of things to do’s on my desk in my room
And I swear that I’ll get to it soon

Some times I feel that this is all I’ll be
(No need for fucking urgency)

When you needed me most
I just acted like a ghost
I was selfish and stupid
Now everybody knows
You were all on your own
I never meant for you to be alone

When you needed me most
I just acted like a ghost
I was selfish and stupid
Now everybody knows
Sleepwalking my life away
An off day of work gone to waste
Sleepwalking my life away
I’ve been laying in bed all day