Fresh Psycho

When I was just a child
I was beaten to a bloody pulp
nobody gave a fuck
about the screams
coming from the other room
I cried out to God
but it seems he wasn't listening
I'm used to that already
just in case you wasn't listening
did some fucked up shit
but did I deserve this
born into a world of excrement
that shit and piss
I lived but should have died
but somehow I survived
I held my brother hostage
on the side of i-65

Fresh psycho
I'm a Dead Man walking
I'm telling you shut your mouth
while the dead mans talking
I know it seems crazy
and a little obscene
but here's another story
from when I was a teen
I choked my cousin out
till he was blue in the face
didn't know what I was doing
like my mind was erased
all I knew was I was looking at him
dead in the face
gasping for air
echoing all the shit that he'd say
lights out cuz
I'm living in the darkness
grew into an MC
that spits the shit the hardest
pain felt regardless
you turn into a Target
you got into the crosshairs
of a bastard that is heartless
I'm like an artist
and viscera's the medium
I put my blood on paper
and convert it into media
no second guessing
this is no Resurrection
they say hip hop is dead
so you can call this necrophilia