I'm Messed Up

Crazy bout the girl outside my window,
When she passes by and waves real mellow
I can tell she loves her life,
While I'm cleaning up the mess in mine
But even if I quit my 9-5 though,
And broke out of my lease to ride it solo
I'd still be a woman in distress
Just looping an infinite mess

Cause I mess up the time
Mess up on the rent
Messing up the moments
Where life's got me spent
I just wanna go home
Crawl straight into bed
And catch up on the sleep
that I never get
Apologies, don't offer them
Or bother me, no, not for anything
Just load the bowl,
And fill my cup,
Accept the fact I'm messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up

Its hard to live a life above the pressure
When fighting through the pain I feel the pleasure
Thinking that I found my voice
When there's nothing that can fill this void
So even if I scream above the static,
Chasing sanity - I'm still an addict
Can you love me as I am?
I'm messed up but the best that I can.

Cause I mess up the time
Mess up on the rent
Messing up the moments
Where life's got me spent
I just wanna go home
Crawl straight into bed
And catch up on the sleep
that I never get
Apologies, don't offer them
Or bother me, no, not for anything
Just load the bowl,
And fill my cup,
Accept it now I'm messed up

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up

I'll never be your trophy girl
Living in a barbie world
And you'll never be my man
Thanks for doing the best that you can
I'll never be by your side
I'm just in it for the ride
Doing the best that I can
I'm messed up but that's who I am

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I'm messed up