Heavy Breathing

All alone and in this forever
Gotta get back and get it together,
Cause your never gonna get anywhere this way,
When your walking in circles everyday the same way.
Not sure where this is going,
Another panic attack, no sign of slowing down.
I'm still breathing, heavy, heavy breathing,
With my stomach in my throat, choking on the feeling.
I'm losing all we have to offer 'cause nothing here makes sense.
I'm lost, I'm scared, I'm numb, I'm overwhelmed on this hotel mattress.

When everyday (time and time again) I'm here waiting,
But I'm not so, I am not so sure of anything.
And everyday (time and time again) I'm here waiting,
But I'm not so, I am not so sure of anything.

Come on, come on, listen to me. (Open up)
Open up 'cause I know exactly
What's running through your head, it's spilling on the pages,
And it hurts you, like its so contagious.
So off the mark and a little off key,
So over-dramatic 'cause this is completely
Out of your hands and out of control,
So you take the chance to take it, take it all.
I've forgotten everything I know 'cause nothing here makes sense.
I'm lost, I'm scared, I'm sick, I'm not well, and I can never let go.

When everyday (time and time again) I'm here waiting,
But I'm not so, I am not so sure of anything.
And everyday (time and time again) I'm here waiting,
But I'm not so, I am not so sure.

Just tell me I'm all right, tell me I'm okay,
Tell me anything at all to make this feeling go away.
I cannot believe that I've fallen asleep, right in my hands,
Everything drifts by me so slowly,
And I'm only halfway home, alone and lonely.
So go ahead and tell me, tell me
I'll be all right and touch me, hold me.
Yeah, talk to yourself, talk to the angels.
Yeah, talk to the knife, twisting and sinking.
Go ahead and tell me, tell me
I'll be all right and touch me, hold me, (I'll make it alone)
And I'll make it alone.
Come on, come on, listen to me.

When everyday (time and time again) I'm here waiting,
But I'm not so, I am not so sure of anything.
And everyday (time and time again) I'm here waiting
But I'm not so, I am not so sure.