Still Not Over You
[Hook: Rihanna]
Don't you know I've tried, I've tried to get you off my mind
But it don't get no better as each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused, I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon...
P.S. I'm still not over you
[Verse 1: Hiatus]
Still not over you, still find myself looking backwards
Syndicating thoughts, constant replaying your last words
Seeking help from friends, mentors, and pastors
Trying to expand horizons to eliminate the factors
Of self-loathing and misconstrued hoping
That you could come back to me, I'm slowly coming
To terms with the harsh reality of my decisions
Contrary to intentions, brought an end to all my visions
Of a happy life together, staying in love forever
They saying walk away, I can't seem to let her
Go, still up at midnight, writing her these letters
Hoping that a gift for gab could make everything better
She says she's so over with the smooth talk
Chalking up the loss cause I couldn't walk the walk
Writing you these letters, hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
[Hook: Rihanna & Hiatus]
[Verse 2: Hiatus]
How ya dong Danii? It's three months to the day
That I made the worst decision of my life, I walked away
From the woman that I knew was my everything
The puppeteer who moved my feet to get me to my dreams
Without you not much is worth the effort
It's like I'm looking at life through a different spectrum
Through a different lens, where everything's a lecture
Reminding me of short-comings, failure, and obsession
Can't get you back, apologies no longer pierce your heart
And I can't open up or breathe since we've been apart
Broken by a bond that was jaded from the start
A lack of chemistry from two actors trying to play a part
But we know that's not true, we both gave a lot
But when you check the balance, we're both at a loss
Writing you these letters, hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
[Hook: Rihanna & Hiatus]
[Verse 3: Hiatus]
The letters on wax, I gotta read 'em for her
Can't send 'em or I'll get tagged with a restraining order
She loves me, but won't allow me to make contact
With rules like that, how am I supposed to get my heart back
I can't, it's in your possession, like everything I gave to you
When you say my love wasn't true, you're holding proof
That's why I'm writing letters, hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
[Bridge: Hiatus talking]
No matter how many times I say I'm sorry, I can't get you to believe me...
I ca't get you to hear me out...
You just want me gone...
And it was the worst mistake of my life...
[Hook: Rihanna & Hiatus]
