So Gone

[Hiatus]
A thug changes
And best friends become strangers...

[Hook: ANNA]
You've been gone for so long, it's time to let go
You disappeared in the shadows, just trying to save your soul
You left me all alone, and now you're too far gone
So gone...

[Verse 1: Hiatus]
You left me all alone, knowing you were my final lifeline
Knowing you were everything I'd need to get through this lifetime
Now my life is a lifetime movie, depicting betrayal
Just me broken at the base of this mountain you've scaled
Me, lying bloody and broken in a puddle of failures
All because I was forsaken by earthly savior
You were no more than a fallen angel, I trusted you
Now we're at the point I only cause a fuss with you
How did this happen, how could you do this
Make me feel necessary and then make me feel worthless
We had our problems, but I never thought we'd get here
Now we're not progressing, petrified by our fears
Now you're too far gone, I used to have a purpose
Bloodshed when thugs cry, that's what this verse is
Died so many times, that I need multiple hearses
Left me all alone, guess it's a fact that I'm worthless

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Hiatus]
Perfect to me, beauty in every feasible facet
Problem is I was too damn blind to look past it
Now I'll I'm asking, is for you to come on back to me
I thought we had love, how could you ever turn your back on me
But I was wrong and now you're gone, likely forever
Even though there's nothing I wouldn't do to make it better
How am I supposed to let go, we belong together
All that effort wasted, everything it took to get her
They label me a dreamer, I feel that's unfair
Cause I'm only a dreamer Cause reality's a nightmare
Bright side is now I'm prepared for anything I have to face
Always been coordinated, so tell me how I fall from grace
As soon as I'm out the picture, another in my place
So much un-love in this struggle I begin to love the hate
Ready to go, I'm taking residence in hearses
Cause you looked me in the eyes and told me that I'm worthless

[Hook]

[Verse 3: Hiatus]
Every friend that swore that they'd be lifelong
So gone, so tell me how am I to feel at home
When everything you care about is taken from your grasp
And all they leave you is scars, cuz you were too attached
They say "live without regrets," how can I do that
When everybody gone and they won't come back
Say it's a weakness, but this broken heart is proof
That it's true that even thugs need love too
So now you're gone and you probably hate me
But I can't get over it, you're still my baby
And you're gone too, don't have my back no more
But even through abandonment I think I love you more
Than the day before and that's what scares me
If I'm this attached to everyone that hates me
How am I supposed to escape my mental hearses
When everything I love keeps on telling me I'm worthless

[Hook]