a part of me

I'm not okey
I wonder why
Why I'm always messed up
Inside of me
A lot of whys
But I don't have the answers
Sometimes I feel
I feel alive
Even when I'm fucked up
A part of me
Just wanna try
I'm tired of this
The urge to hide
When everything is falling
I'm out of bliss
I'm out of love
And all the things that I miss
My heart is sick
I had a cure
But then I had to lose it
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me just wanna try again
A part of me just wanna numb the pain
A part of me just wanna start again
Start again
A part of me just wanna run away
Leaving the ones I loved
A part of me just wanna stay away
From all the pain
That I create
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
A part of me
Just wanna try
Just wanna try
Just wanna try