Stupid kid

Yeah, I just thought you believed in me
And I tried to be better
Sometimes thought you
Against me
But now i know who my enemy
Tried to be better but it isn't enough
Stayed on my own and i make this stuff
Every next day becomes for me
More tough
But I'm believe
One day i will see these hands up, yeah
My recognition maybe looks like lies
Are you want to see me? I'm paralyz
I don't need no more chances
It's dosen't make a sense
Don't ask me why I'm become so tense
Lost job, lost friends,
Lost sense, lost stance.
Don't have to anyone impress
Don't need to hold my pain
Inside my chest
Don't need any helps, i just want a rest
So many things i keep inside my mind
It's seems sometimes like a mad kind
Was blind now i have a sight
Don't care about that, maybe, all right, this night, no
Yeah, i like live in this flow, you know go,
Hope grow, but still need blow
You can don't know about me
But at will you will see my show
This is guaranty

I wanted be honest
Now you can judge me
I could promised
Just thought you love me
I'm not sorry anything
Now it's seems like a very weird thing
We could written a good story
You could be the queen
I could be your king
I just wanted conversation
But you was busy
Maybe you did what you had
I not miss it
You wouldn't follow me to the end of the world
I don't want hurts you
But why you so cold
You taught me a lesson
I still had few questions
Time has passed
Already lost depression