you don't even know

You don't even know
How much I wanna die
You don't even know
How hard I try
To keep myself sane
To keep myself safe
You don't even know
That every night
I lie and I cry
I lie and I cry
I lie and I cry
Tell me a reason to live
Tell me a reason to love
Why even exist
When everything is a lie
So I'm trying to save myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
So through every day
And every night
I lie and I cry
I lie and I cry
I lie and I cry
Please tell me I'll be okay
Because I don't know what to say
Help me I'm lost
And I don't want another day
You don't even know
I made a mistake
I made a mistake
I made a mistake
Or am I a mistake ?