Delude

I'm so afraid
Of who I become
I once was loved
But now I

So tell me who you are
Tell me I'm enough
You look my way
I go and quickly fall in love
I said

What do I
What do I do
When I obsess over you
I wanna be
That memory
That you hold dearly

If you waste my time
I'll ruin my life
I'll put myself down in a hell

So tired of
Trying to open up
Cause everybody else is just
Gunning for themselves

I don't wanna hear about you
I don't wanna feel like
Like you're weighing me down
Everybody here got it figured out
Now I don't wanna know where you been
Now I don't go and begin again
If you still believe there's something here

Well you better not waste my time
I'll ruin my life
I'll put myself down in a hell
So tired of
Trying to open up
Cause everybody else is just
Gunning
Just gunning for themselves

What a waste of time
We have become
I wanna love
You wanna run
Now
I will follow you
Into the ground
Fix me up just to tear me down

If you waste my time
I'll ruin my life
I'll put myself down in a hell
So tired of trying to open up
Cause everybody else is just
Gunning for themselves

If you waste my time
I'll ruin my life
Put myself down in a hell

So tired of
Trying to open up
Cause everybody else is just
Gunning
Gunning for themselves