Gone & Back

You were my sweet, you were my innocent, my ever loving
And If I seemed to let them in then you would send them running
You were the peace, you were the bliss I miss the extra cunning
I said I'd leave, and so you whip my fist and left them bloody
Look at the time, look where we're now the clock just passed me by man
You once were mine, still are somehow, gosh I can't stand goodbyes and
So every rhyme, in the background caught on and latched my mind in
Was standing by now I'm giant, jacked my life up crash was violent
It's gone and back
You've always got my back
Since the days in the sixth grade always had my fists made
It's up and down
You've never let me down
Cause you've got your eyes fixed they're always tend to drift there
You never left
You're all that I got left
I leave my car in park and wait while my foot's still on the break
Won't let me write
I can never get you right
I think I want you by my side tell me how to live my life
You are wedge you are the crook put in my Clyde and Bonnie
I'm on the bench my spot you took I'm on the side and watching
I'm on the fence you are the hook I got the bite and caught me
K, I'm convinced it's just a look why don't you try and stop me
Wait how'd you do that, stop the music, I was lost in the moment
I ate a soup bat, all accusing, nothings honest like COVID
I'm bouta crack, no more excuses till I'm caught in the open
And soon the comet is closing, all my karma is broken
It's gone and back
You've always got my back
Since the days in the sixth grade always had my fists made
It's up and down
You've never let me down
Cause you've got your eyes fixed they're always tend to drift there
You never left
You're all that I got left
I leave my car in park and wait while my foot's still on the break
Won't let me write
I can never get you right
I think I want you by my side tell me how to live my life
You are the catalysis the calluses this ache in my bones
I think you're talented your talons dig a way to my soul
You found the kid and founded him since 8th grade was alone
So no I can not miss this cataclysmic hit to my soul
All I wished is gone and distant, pessimistic, prison at home
Call me sick and wrong twisted, best statistics just in; no hope
Common myth to stop and visit, let's forget this sitting so cold
I fall and flip I'm awful with it, please just don't go
It's gone and back
You've always got my back
Since the days in the sixth grade always had my fists made
It's up and down
You've never let me down
Cause you've got your eyes fixed they're always tend to drift there
You never left
You're all that I got left
I leave my car in park and wait while my foot's still on the break
Won't let me write
I can never get you right
I think I want you by my side tell me how to live my life