Cold Winters

I won't trouble you with these thoughts
Never tell you how hard I fought
To leave you behind me, to find silver linings

I miss you more than I should
My devotion misunderstood
The longest season, I drown in these feelings

Freeze of the winter numbing my fingers
Dreaming of your eyes, how they would linger
Wishing you knew all the things I let fester
In these cold winters
Come a bit closer and I will whisper
Everything I have held back and resisted
I would give so much to see your eyes flicker
In this cold winter

These long dark sleepless nights
These cold feelings calcify
You live on in my mind
I remember, I immortalize

These are the cold winters
When we drown in shivers
These are the cold winters

I have tried my best to move on
I am hopeless, I have withdrawn
No way to fight it, the stars aren't aligning

I wish I told you what I felt for you
Before you moved on and left me behind you
Wishing you knew all the things I let fester
In these cold winters
Come a bit closer and I will whisper
Everything I have held back and resisted
I fell so hard when your evening eyes flickered
In our cold winter

These long dark sleepless nights
These cold feelings calcify
You live on in my mind
I remember, I immortalize

These are the cold winters
When we drown in shivers
These are the cold winters

See you in every photograph
Hear you in every wild laugh
I want all the careless days back

I'm doing my best to let go
I'm doing my best to let go
I'm doing my best to let go