Another Life

I know I'm
Challenging
Discouraging
Not easy to love
Condescending
Nihilistic
I'm not ready to go
Away
If only I'd listen
To my gut
Instead of burying
My head
In the sand
I know I'm not easy to love
But you don't mind
It's still not enough
To help me forget
My life is sad
I'm finding it hard
Not to be
A misery
It seems to be
The only way
For me to breath
Just give me a chance
To another life
I know I'm
Selfish
Indecisive
Take the fun out of life
Unambitious
Playing victim
I'm not ready to put up
A fight
I threw in the towel when
I turned 10
Cut off my hair
And submersed myself
In my
Own thoughts
I know I'm not easy to love
But you still try
I'm trying real hard
Not to be
A misery
It seems to be
The only way
For me to breath
I'm trying real hard
Not to be
A misery
Rarely do I
Ever see
The good side of life
I'm trying real hard
Not to be
A misery
On my way to be happy
With someone to love me
A dog and a home
And now I'm sad to see
My world get small
Got to learn to crawl
Before I can stand
Tall