Final Letter

I ask myself every day what I'm still doing here?
I fucking hate this place, I fucking everything
We're all just wasting space
I mean we populate just to waste the little time we have
Where's the fucking sense in that?

I've had to watch my friends die while I just sat on the sidelines
And I swear to god I tried my best to be there
I hope you know
That I really do care

But I've been stuck in the same place
I see these four walls
With no escape, no escape from it all
I've been digging my own grave
I see these four walls
With no escape, no escape from it all

Locked myself away
Because I hate this fucking place
Now there's no escape
The walls that kept you safe
Are now your fucking grave

But I've been stuck in the same place
I see these four walls
With no escape, no escape from it all
I've been digging my own grave
I see these four walls
With no escape, no escape from it all

This was not what I wanted
To view the world in such a hateful way
That I'm so jaded
No one here to save me I pushed them all away
In such a spiteful way that I'm so faded

Misdirection left me disconnected
To the world, I thought I knew
The misconception
We have self-direction
But you're all just following everyone else