Too Late

I swear to god
I'm the biggest liar that you'll ever meet
I swear to god
One way or another you'll remember me
I want time
To try and pull you back to me and make it right
I need time
Even though it's probably way too late to go apologize
You don't know the half of what I've done to keep you by my side
You wouldn't even understand the thoughts inside this lying mind
I thought maybe I could be a better human in these trying times
But every time I prove me wrong a new piece of me dies inside
What the hell did I do last night
I remember holding you so tight
I think I tried to do you right
But I don't remember, no
If it was you or if it's me that first drew blood, yeah
But it doesn't matter because now I've messed you up
It's too late to hold you close
It's too soon to let you go
But I know you can't be happy
When I fucked up so immensely
I'm too low to lift you up
I'm too high to sober up
Baby, put me underground
Maybe you'll be better now
That I'm dying
Maybe losing you is easier than fighting
Everything unraveling, this henny got me crying
Hope you know I'm being honest every time I told you I was trying
Not to mess things up
But mistake led to mistake and you had enough
Leaving me a letter, tear stains on the paper
I didn't mean to hurt you but maybe it's my nature
There's still time
I'll be outside your door if you change your mind
And even though I'm probably driving myself crazy
It's gonna take losing you to change me
I just did what I do best
Broke your trust, I won't pretend
Or make excuses, say I panicked
But that don't change that you are damaged
'Cause of everything I've done
I might have gone and lost your love
For good (I lost you for good, yeah, yeah)
And I don't know
If it was you or if it's me that first drew blood
But it doesn't matter because now I've messed you up
It's too late to hold you close
It's too soon to let you go
But I know you can't be happy
When I fucked up so immensely
I'm too low to lift you up
I'm too high to sober up
Baby, put me underground
Maybe you'll be better now
It's too late to hold you close
It's too soon to let you go
But I know you can't be happy
When I fucked up so immensely
I'm too low to lift you up
I'm too high to sober up
Baby, put me underground
Maybe you'll be better now
It's too late to hold you close
It's too soon to let you go
But I know you can't be happy
When I fucked up so immensely
I'm too low to lift you up
I'm too high to sober up
Baby, put me underground
Maybe you'll be better now