Glasses (feat. Erik $tone)

Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I failed you and our friendship is a part of the past tense
I fucked it up and both of our emotions were ravaged
You should have left me before I done turned to a savage
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I guess I'm still too damaged to experience passion
I set us both aflame, depression burned like a match head
And now I can't complain about us burning to ashes
Wait
You know I can't make you stay
I'm trying but it's so hard to change
And extinguish the flames
It's like I can't stop fucking you up
It's like I can't see that maybe love isn't for us
And I know I still miss you
I wish I had more time so I could work through my issues, no
You and me together was like overexposure
Should have felt good to leave you, but it felt like torture
I laid everything on the table, full disclosure
All these bottles got me wishing I could stay sober
I miss when you and me were friends
I wish I wasn't still falling back to bed
I feel like I was just a means to an end
When you left me by myself, it's like you left me for dead
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I failed you and our friendship is a part of the past tense
I fucked it up and both of our emotions were ravaged
You should have left me before I done turned to a savage
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I guess I'm still too damaged to experience passion
I set us both aflame, depression burned like a match head
And now I can't complain about us burning to ashes
I still can't believe that I miss you
After all the drugs that I misused
I would still kill just to kiss you
At least I admit I got issues
After all the shit that we've been through
I just pray to God you ain't quit school
I just pray to God that you're happy
Even though I gotta live without you
I don't wanna speak bad about you
I don't wanna ever have to doubt you
My baby girl so proud of me
But I just wanna make you proud too
Yes, I'm toxic, I'm self-destructive
Blame it on the streets I grew up in
And all the girls I'm in love with
And all the percs in my stomach
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I failed you and our friendship is a part of the past tense
I fucked it up and both of our emotions were ravaged
You should have left me before I done turned to a savage
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I guess I'm still too damaged to experience passion
I set us both aflame, depression burned like a match head
And now I can't complain about us burning to ashes
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I failed you and our friendship is a part of the past tense
I fucked it up and both of our emotions were ravaged
You should have left me before I done turned to a savage
Take a second, look through my anxiety glasses
I guess I'm still too damaged to experience passion
I set us both aflame, depression burned like a match head
And now I can't complain about us burning to ashes