Suffocating Syndrome

[Verse 1]
God came down, and it asked me, “Are you trusting?”
And I didn’t know what to say
I cannot decide
Lead ‘cause it's what they want
And it’s what they need
But for me, it's not

[Pre-Chorus]
All and all, I want to trust that we are not alone
Comfort in believing, guiding hands are leading
Overly skeptic, I'm isolated
I'll never prove it, so it seems
Crosses for freedom
Suffocate syndrome

[Chorus 1]
God showed up to tell me what it thought
“And even if you don’t believe
There are those who still need me.”
I reply, “The safety of your name
Isn’t something I deny, but I may not feel the same.”
Then silence set

[Verse 2]
We are the people that cannot be trusted to lead
Like we want, like we need
But for me, it’s about whether I can
Agree that the skies are watching
Eyes up above always judging

[Chorus 2]
Telling me its thoughts
“And even if you don’t believe
There are those who still need me.”
I reply, "The safety of your name
Isn’t something I deny, but I may not feel the same."

[Bridge]
As we have the conversation, I express my indecision
Living now instead of living for an afterlife

[Outro]
Crosses for freedom, suffocate syndrome
Crosses now freed of the suffocating syndrome