START OVER

I'm going through cycles
They keep me on a spiral
I'm walking on tightropes
I'm so sick of this, I'm-

I'm so sick
Of all of this bullshit
I need to start over
I need to start over, over

I'm so sick
Of all of this bullshit
I need to start over
I need to start over, over
Yeah

Lately I've been trying to find my purpose
Cause I've been feeling so damn lost
I feel worthless
Trying to figure out if this whole thing
Has ever really been worth it

I just self sabotage all the fuckin time
And I don't really know
What's going on in my mind
But I'm just trying to find a way to get a new start
Before I keep this up and I just tear myself apart

I'm going through cycles
They keep me on a spiral
I'm walking on tightropes
I'm so sick of this, I'm-

I'm so sick
Of all of this bullshit
I need to start over
I need to start over, over

I'm so sick
Of all of this bullshit
I need to start over
I need to start over, over
Yeah

I'm trying not to suffocate
I'm drowning in these thoughts
That I just can't escape (Yeah)
It's really been taking a toll on my soul
That's why I seek a change
Before I go and lose control

A lot people seem to really wanna help
But they don't even know
The cards that I've been dealt
So I just gotta go
And fight this on my own
Before my name ends up on a gravestone

I'm going through cycles
They keep me on a spiral
I'm walking on tightropes
I'm so sick of this, I'm-

I'm so sick
Of all of this bullshit
I need to start over
I need to start over, over

I'm so sick
Of all of this bullshit
I need to start over
I need to over, over
Yeah