The song I shouldn't write

Welcome to the song I shouldn't write!

There were ten seconds in silence,
Before your death.
The five seconds of summer,
A memory you cannot defend.

I tell myself: "I am the light of the city".
Pardon me!
To great my mission, to big my fate.
Got everything lost and everything made.
I pull the inside out,
This part of me shall not be shown publicly.

And everything screams for a redemtion.
And I should mention that this is not a song,
I should write.
Not a song that is worth the fight,
Not the music tha tries to break free,
It is my soul and I feel it dearly,
My body tells me.

I am climbing the building right to the top,
and a higher power would make it stop.

I tell myself: "I am the light of the city".
Pardon me!
To great my mission, to big my fate.
Got everything lost and everything made.
I pull the inside out,
This part of me shall not be shown publicly.

And everything screams for a redemtion.
And I should mention that this is not a song,
I should write.
Not a song that is worth the fight,
Not the music tha tries to break free,
It is my soul and I feel it dearly,
My body tells me.

Oh it is not in gods behaviour,
And all I see is the snake inside of me.
I see the sea of the city in front of me.

I tell myself: "I am the light of the city".
Pardon me!
To great my mission, to big my fate.
Got everything lost and everything made.
I pull the inside out,
This part of me shall not be shown publicly.

And everything screams for a redemtion.
And I should mention: "I can't resist this inner fight".
Got to show everyone the song, I shouldn't write!