Growth

Man look I be having so much on my head but I refuse to share
Most don't feel you so no need to vent and the others just wanna be nosy and all in your business
I rather take a lifetime trying to find the answer before I let somebody to be a pointless help
Always aware and never been scared I had to stop living senseless
Depression been hitting can't live how I'm living the negative thoughts become endless
But I ain't fuckin round with that shit
Talk to myself get it together grip
Since I been gone she hit the phone but I ain't fuckin round with that bitch
Always aware and never been scared I had to stop living senseless
Depression been hitting can't live how I'm living the negative thoughts become endless
But I ain't fuckin round with that shit
Talk to myself get it together grip
Since I been gone she hit the phone but I ain't fuckin round with that bitch
Embracing depression no longer it's left in I'm searching for methods to heal now
Exposure to fake don't determine my fate but I'm having to question what's real now
Seem like fake the new real and lie the new truth
Real killas laid back or locked up while the pussies running loose
These niggas be moving so stupid they lacking the structure and the code to abide by
He lacked on his thinking and being aware and get caught up and slumped in a drive by
Be thankful for living we understand sinning still pray and embrace on your blessings
Don't take it for granted the moment you do that's when you get hit with the Wesson
It's grip
You know I've always been 1,000 bout mine
I mean I've lied to a female but what dude hasn't at least once in his life
But when it came down to abiding by the code and keeping it solid I've always been that
No need to ask about me you'll see yourself
Ya
Always aware and never been scared I had to stop living senseless
Depression been hitting can't live how I'm living the negative thoughts become endless
But I ain't fuckin round with that shit
Talk to myself get it together grip
Since I been gone she hit the phone but I ain't fuckin round with that bitch
Always aware and never been scared I had to stop living senseless
Depression been hitting can't live how I'm living the negative thoughts become endless
But I ain't fuckin round with that shit
Talk to myself get it together grip
Since I been gone she hit the phone but I ain't fuckin round with that bitch
I'm a lonely soul but I keep a pole slang word come from Chicago
Nigga talking tough over the phone never seen my action he a lost soul
Conversation in the pm tryna act real tough for your bm
Bump face like Seagrams Z him but he bitched up before the drive when I seen him
Gotta learn real fast not to test me good vibes but will snap don't upset me
Following resting on the flexing not my forte but I find it interesting
Sarcasm to the high let me be serious
Aye where the real at lemme ask Siri
Day to day weary city leery can't lure me ask god can you cure me
It's grip
You know I use to get an adrenaline rush off of chin checkin dudes and lettin the fire spit
I had to get it together you know get focused ima parent now you know I can't do that
Streets gon get my kids and shit like that Bruh that's a no go man
Wrong answer
Always aware and never been scared I had to stop living senseless
Depression been hitting can't live how I'm living the negative thoughts become endless
But I ain't fuckin round with that shit
Talk to myself get it together grip
Since I been gone she hit the phone but I ain't fuckin round with that bitch
Always aware and never been scared I had to stop living senseless
Depression been hitting can't live how I'm living the negative thoughts become endless
But I ain't fuckin round with that shit
Talk to myself get it together grip
Since I been gone she hit the phone but I ain't fuckin round with that bitch