​​okay without you

[Verse 1]
My mother told me when I was a boy
Not to love too hard or I'd be destroyed
Now it's rest in peace to the boy I was
Since I said goodbye to my one true love

[Chorus]
I don't want to go through this
I don't ever want to love another one
So I don't want to get through this
I don't want to be okay without you
I don't want to know humans
'Cause there's really only one I trust enough
So I don't want to be stupid
But I don't want to be okay without you

[Verse 2]
Now the best thing I get is a FaceTime
I miss layin' you down like a bass line
I guess I'm kind of okay in the day time
Then I fuck up, ovеrthink, I'm a waste
I'm up all night but I'm so down bad
He's up, alright, you're going down in a back sеat
Hope that he never gets a text with your addy
Hope another guy never knows you (Sadly)
Ayy, it's all I know
Ayy, it's all I know
Baby, I'm sorry but overthinkin' is all I know
Ayy, I've gotta go (I've gotta go)
Ayy, I've gotta go
Baby, don't blame me if one day I say that, "I gotta go"
Rest in peace to the boy I was
Yeah, he's dyin' as I know him every second, uh
Yeah, we left in peace but it's not enough
'Cause my mind is fuckin' never in the present, uh

[Chorus]
I don't want to go through this
I don't ever want to love another one
So I don't want to get through this
I don't want to be okay without you (Woah)
I don't want to know humans
'Cause there's really only one I trust enough
So I don't want to be stupid
But I don't want to be okay without you

[Verse 3]
No, no, I love you most
You would always say that it wasn't even close
I would always hate when you said you loved me more
Baby, are you sure?
I hate when you ignore me
But you're not 'cause you're really just at work or somethin'
I'm too in my head, it's not important, nothin'
I just thought there might be something you would wanna do after
But I guess that it's just time for a new chapter

[Chorus]
But I don't want to go through this (No, no)
I don't ever want to love another one
So I don't want to get through this
I don't want to be okay without you (Woah)
I don't want to know humans
'Cause there's really only one I trust enough
So I don't want to be stupid
But I don't want to be okay without you
I don't want to go through this
I don't ever want to love another one
So I don't want to get through this
I don't want to be okay without you (Woah)
I don't want to know humans
'Cause there's really only one I trust enough
So I don't want to be stupid
But I don't want to be okay