Hit a Wall

[Verse 1: GrewSum]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
These mu'fuckers make me feel like a maniac
That's why a lot of the time I rap crazy raps
But when I level out and wanna act human
They all act stupid and praise that movement
That movement's dead, you can't raise that movement
I proved I can when they can't do it
Do it again with a laid back crew that moves as a unified unit
You probably confuse it, it took so long
For a man so talented to look so strong
And so am I, but I feel so damn fly
Right now I can touch the sky, no lie
That ain't a part of my repertoire anymore
I'll leave it to Donnie, the rotting and the weapon's drawn
'Cause sometimes in the morning after excessive dark
I feel a bit better than I did the day before

[Chorus: GrewSum]
Sometimes it feels like I just hit a wall today
And everything I was holding onto could slip and fall away, but
Sometimes it feels like I have so much left to say
Before I stop, so I continue to rock until my head decays

[Verse 2: GrewSum]
We are not the same, I am a human
Respectful with good morals, don't confuse it
My parents raised me never to lose 'em
That's why I can't be confused with abusive
Loose-lipped simple sociopath assholes who only see fans as a stat or a cash flow
I mean for real, when I see y'all singing along it's the only shit keeping me strong
As we nod our heads to the beats in the songs
There's people who long to be here and it's wrong
That not everyone tried living the dream
A lot sip-sip liquor, get pissed and scream
And I've been there so I can relate with you
If the same shit you do every day ain't fit you
Then make this move, do one thing that envy yourself
Then maybe you won't feel like-like

[Chorus: GrewSum]
Sometimes it feels like I just hit a wall today
And everything I was holding onto could slip and fall away, but
Sometimes it feels like I have so much left to say
Before I stop, so I continue to rock until my head decays

[Verse 3: GrewSum]
So you wanna be me? Better hold your horses
It ain't all metaphors, there's a lot of remorse that
Comes with me being me emceeing
And me being me and dreaming a big dream and
Me getting used by crew after crew
And movements are stupid, but do what you do
I'm elusive, I ain't doing no new interviews
And confusing my lips moving for boohooing
I'm choosing to leave 'em behind in the dust
That's really what's left of their pride being crushed
But they love themselves, too much to notice
It was me with the drive and the light and the motive
They solely did it to thrive off of old shit
Already been done, already molded
While I'm breaking molds and creating new science through emulsion
And sonar lights and explosions (yeah)

[Chorus: GrewSum]
Sometimes it feels like I just hit a wall today
And everything I was holding onto could slip and fall away, but
Sometimes it feels like I have so much left to say
Before I stop, so I continue to rock until my head decays