Grew Someone

[Verse 1]
Shit, everybody expects perfection
Everybody expects it everytime they look in my direction
And I don't think my body can handle this inspection
And lack of affection has left me a wreck
And I can't tolerate how they look in my face
Like they misplace the heinous crook in my place
Look to my peers, and see the look of disgrace
And this taste, it burns in my eyes like mace
My characteristics are very simplistic
My speech and the beat tho is very sadistic
So I can stereotype, checked and listed
Assumptions that I'mma be another statistic
It’s all fake and I can’t get past the matrix
It's not me you see, it's mask of latex
Behind that is a man screaming for sanity
The loss of myself is becoming a tragedy

[Hook x2]
I grew someone inside of me
That helps me do things that I couldn't do
That makes me do things that I shouldn't do
That helps me tolerate what you put me through

[Verse 2]
What you see in my eyes in the hole in the middle
Passing judgement is easy, the soul is a riddle
Forget intentions now, you’ll only be little
And you can't forget my soul, it was broke with a chizzle
I guess I'm complicated, I've forget to neglect
I grew the new Grew due to causing effect
Selected memory, you choose to forget
Anything barely relevant you loose from your head
I put the stereo in typical, cause actually it's pitiful
I ridicule you fools for only viewing the minimal
And skiping over critical points, and being cynical
You got it down packed people, making a ritual
They don't see me, I'm an image of they borrow
See a better than life, through the eyes of Ray Charles
I see shit, crystal clear all the hatred
The new me serene, untolerated

[Hook x2]

[Verse 3]
Got up in another me to handle you all
Instead of me this shell can get you up in the mall
You don't wanna see reality, I tuck it away
Ever since you're the person, without nothing to say
I'll become exactly what you fucking thinking I am
A clone of what you know and start to not give a damn
And once I start to thinking, that the person I've created
I will kill my former self to stay away from all the hatred

[Hook x2]