1800 = Shit

Missing home you know what Is like to be alone will Somebody hit up my phone hah
When I call you never answer Leave it a message after the tone hah
Butterfly inside my stomach I think I'm about to vomit
And I will be leaving
The life of an alcoholic

Hah

Yeah

Should I die when I was thinking just like a kid
Should I die when I probably want to commit
Should I die when everybody knowing defeated

Hah

Should I die when everybody's just laughing
Should I die when everybody want shit to be happen
Should I die when my mama try to be avoid hah

Missing man when everybody laugh at you
When I was just a shaming to be a fool
When everybody else just want you to be leaving

Now everybody want to be the fame
Everybody looking man like a lamb
Everybody just wanna somebody die like it was a movie
If a things goes on I thing I will gonna do some commit and leaving

Everybody just trying to be the same
Everybody un-knowing the differences
Everybody just feel ashamed to be different
Yeah

I think this life is cruel because I'm having a unique perspective, but what you just see is not real is called blinding Now everybody trying to be the best everybody knowing things to be different
Everybody just wanna boi to be changing

Oh
Yeah

Should I die when I was thinking just like a kid
Hah

Should I die when I probably want to commit

Should I die when everybody knowing defeated
Hah

Should I die when everybody's just laughing

Should I die when everybody want shit to be happen

Should I die when my mama try to be avoid hah

Should I die when I was thinking just like a kid

Should I die when I probably want to commit

Should I die when everybody knowing defeated

Should I die when everybody's just laughing

Should I die when everybody want shit to be happen

Should I die when my mama trying to be avoid hah

And

Should I die when my grandma thinks I'm the shit
Hah