Retrospect

Seeing things in retrospect
Is something I can never do cause
Images grow dark with age
And make me wish for something new
I can't believe I've been up all night
Thinking nothings wrong but knowing nothings right
Seeing things in retrospect
Is seeing things that never could last
Am I growing up or am I losing touch
With the past as the
Caffeine and nicotine
Are burning out my insides
Are these nasty habits
Or are these just tools to survive