Blooming

She's porcelain
He's bored of me
I'm broke and can't
Afford these things

I'm tired
I'm weak
I've broke all my streaks
My routines no longer
Mean anything

Jealousy and friendship
In the way of two lovers
I don't wanna keep these feelings undercover

Tears down your face
And my bloodshot eyes
I know that these things are hard
But you don't have to cry

I'm blooming in reverse
And I am driving my own hearse
On my way to my funeral
Rest in peace to miserable

Can't you see it on my face
This might not be the case
In this moment we have to end
And it's love to you I send

I hope to redeem myself
And it seems these cards have been dealt
Gone are these feelings I have felt
And it's taking way too long
Everything i've done has been wrong
And now you're all dead and gone
And now you're all dead and gone

Lonely and tired
Tired and lonely
Skip the tutorial
Now no one can show me

How to feel love
How to feel pain
My trials over
No more playing games

I feel like a sim
I feel like i've sinned
All my stats are red
I'm just dust in the wind

Start a new game now
But i don't know how
I'll get far in this life
But i am feeling alright

I'm blooming in reverse
And I am driving my own hearse
On my way to my funeral
Rest in peace to miserable

Can't you see it on my face
This might not be the case
In this moment we have to end
And it's love to you I send

I hope to redeem myself
And it seems these cards have been dealt
Gone are these feelings I have felt
And it's taking way too long
Everything i've done has been wrong
And now you're all dead and gone
And now you're all dead and gone