Sleeping Awake

Verse 1
I deserve this dark tunnel of thoughts
Choking out the light around me
The mood resting lightly while the darkness surrounds me
I'm taking to pieces by the man in black
But this isn’t country music so he must be death
Here to rip my heart right outta my chest
Cuz if I mess with the best I'll die like the rest
With no place to rest
Just taken down like a filthy pest
From emptiness to tragedy I'm scratching at reality
As I smell the air forming to formality
Talking nonsеnse as I drift out sanity
Walking as a zombie amongst humanity
As i feel this diseasе take over me
Spreading into the crowds around me
Taking out my family so violently
Destroying the mind silently
A crime waiting to happen
Just hiding inside me

Hook:
We're all just sleeping awake
Wondering through this life
Wit no emotion on our face
Begging for fate just to take us away
Because nothing is safe
Filled with despair and hate
All of us are drowning sleeping awake

Verse 2
The grass is greener on the other pesticide
Full of pesticides to take my eyes
Because their biggest mistake was letting us all see
Sooner or later we started to be, something we aren't
No something we are but for them that was the worst part
As their lies slowly started to fall apart
But once they go away it's back to scamming us from the dark
Tearing people apart from inside to out
Its hard to get a drink roaming through this drought
And the street pharmacist are always always out
No wonder there are so many lifeless minds
Because booze and drugs make us all blind
But is it worse than the complex lies we hide behind
Just so that others think we're all fine and dandy
Being anything you speak must come in handy

Hook:
We're all just sleeping awake
Wondering through this life
Wit no emotion on our face
Begging for fate just to take us away
Because nothing is safe
Filled with despair and hate
All of us are drowning sleeping awake