Eyes Wide Shut

Verse 1: Grafhic
I spend every waking moment
Wishing i couldn’t wake another moment
Cuz the smell of air makes me nauseous
The thought of still being alive makes me wanna huff exhaustion
I'm exhausted and I been struggling for too long
Trying to deciypher lyrics in my head just to write this song
But my mind is broken
Yea snapped in half
Eyes ripped out like which craft
So now I’m blind and i can’t think
Seal my lips now i can’t speak
Now as the cold air comes over me
Consuming me thoroughly
I begin to think
Maybe it's not meant to bе
No pulse in me from what I can see
Walking through this life blindеd
Memories of the words they stated
You can be anything you want to be
But I'm a dead man walking
Literally dead my lips don't move when I'm talking
Now they say I can be greatness cause I come from nothing
But look at me sitting here begging for something
What's it worth anyway
When you can't exist in any shape or human form
Walking amongst the people but I wasn't born
Acting like a being but my bodies worn
And my disease filled Brain is torn
Begging for a fix from a bum
Destroying myself just to feel numb

Hook: K-Toxin
So In the darkness you find me
Eyes wide shut, blinded by the light
You say you won’t be like me
But the lies pile up now we can’t see
And we can’t be, human cuz we don’t speak
Drowning sleeping awake all week
With your eyes wide shut don’t peak

Verse 2: Grafhic
Now From darkness to light
My mind is sick of the fight
I've lost everything but the appetite
For destruction slowly killing my heart
Hoping this lack of oxygen devours the spark
Lying deep inside of me growing smaller after each remark
So just promise at the end that we gone part
Cause everything your saying is tearing me apart
I don't really know
But maybe time will tell
Why I’m stuck in this hell
I’m living happy
But my mind is a cell
With every thought locked inside
And Every bad memory stuck on remind
Now i could never kill my pride
Cuz their ain't none left
While daily i resort to theft
As i slowly start to see
That this is happening to everyone
And not just me
Now I’m tired of being blinded by reality
But these kids don’t see that its a fucking tragedy
And its so sad to see
Kids raised up just like you and me
Stuck behind cell phones and tv’s
And parents don’t help neither just add to the disease
Killing us all off without as much as a simple sneeze

Hook: K-Toxin
So In the darkness you find me
Eyes wide shut, blinded by the light
You say you won’t be like me
But the lies pile up now we can’t see
And we can’t be, human cuz we don’t speak
Drowning sleeping awake all week
With your eyes wide shut don’t peak