Trash

I got everything that I ever wanted
Donuts in my Bimmer
Germany runs on Dunkin
But I still feel like I'm running from something
But nothing is wrong
I'm in a place where I know I don't belong
And even though I put myself here
They just want me gone
No one wanna listen til they end up wrong
No one wanna be friends until I drop a new song, feels like
I ain't looking forward cause I'm stuck in the past
My future's looking so good
But my brain says I'm dirt under grass
Think I'm in love with feeling like trash
Think I'm in love with feeling like trash
My brain says I'm dirt under grass
Think I'm in love with feeling like
I'm feeling like trash, I'm feeling like
Like you could buy the world
Your girl might be the raddest bad bitch
But if you the saddest always the maddest disposition in the room
It's gon be different listen
They will tell you it's a mindset
It's just your paranoia
You're a smart kid, you gotta find it
But when I tour it they just starin
I mean, physically and visually I blend in
Well I'm not thinking through the texts I'm sending
I'm overthinking it but now it's sinking in that
I ain't looking forward cause I'm stuck in the past
My future's looking so good
But my brain says I'm dirt under grass
Think I'm in love with feeling like trash
Think I'm in love with feeling like trash
My brain says I'm dirt under grass
Think I'm in love with feeling like
I'm feeling like trash, I'm feeling like
Brain split, so imma fake it
Crumble up these pages and they can't be fixed
So now I don't give a fuck
I'm running out of love
So I don't give a fuck
If there's anyone above
I said I don't give a fuck
Walked a thousand miles now my feet need a rub
This garbage misfit is the King Tut y'all been missing
But I still feel so fucking distant
With a separation that's way more than it's been
When I'm in the lights I'm hissing
Cause I been in my dark room reminiscing
On all the times I used to have and all the laughs I used to have
The hardest part of moving forward must be losing all of that
I ain't looking forward cause I'm stuck in the past
My future's looking so good
But my brain says I'm dirt under grass
Think I'm in love with feeling like trash
Think I'm in love with feeling like trash
My brain says I'm dirt under grass
Think I'm in love with feeling like
I'm feeling like trash, I'm feeling like
Brain says I'm dirt under grass
I'm feeling like trash
I'm feeling like trash
I'm feeling like trash