Odd Emotions Bad Environment

Intro:
Lestep what you cooking man
Aye

Verse:
I lost my mom when I was 7 and my uncle at age 11
I don't pray to fucking god, but I pray they're in heaven
Half of my family don't remember me I'll be for real that's okay with me
It's not like I felt neglected before and I'm not even sixteen
Maybe it's my MDD talking right now
I write songs bout my emotions my environments bad now
Been through a lot of shit before but that shit don't matter now
Niggas think that I am fake till they see with guns now
Nigga you back the fuck off I don't fuck around
You did me dirty you fucked my ex my nigga you an opp now
429 on this bitch my nigga I'm shooting shots now
I'vе seen more dead bodies than you probably did my nigga stay down
I don't mеan to be harsh
But it's what happens when you try to be the best for everyone
My freedom is gone my friend just left me It's just me and this notebook
I write songs and make songs and I get it off the hook

Chorus:
I fell in love with someone else that ain't okay
Can't fall in love with my friend they won't feel the same (feel the same)
Can't risk all the hate inside my mind it drove me insane
What if it happens darling go away
I fell in love with someone else that ain't okay
Can't fall in love with my friend they won't feel the same
Can't risk all the hate inside my mind it drove me insane
What if it happens darling go away

Verse:
Oh well I'll just get used to it
So well
In hell is where I will rest in peace
Who fucking knew I started liking a non binary
That shit is like a roller coaster that shit was kinda scary
I'll be for real it felt like love I wanna do it again
Except this time I won't make it back alive not even 27
Oh well

Outro:
[Instrumental]