One-Way Ticket to the Void

[Verse 1]

I walk amongst the void to try and conquer all my demons
Deep dive in darkness to try and find some freedom
Nitrous in my blood I think I went too deep
And I'm swimming to the surface cause I need some relief
Too much time in these murky waters got me losing sleep
And there's algae growing in my bones it's making me bleed
It's making me weep cause I'm running out of peace
It's an uphill battle and the hill's too steep
I'd rather kick back relax and smoke some seaweed cause
I cut myself on coral reefs I think I need to breathe cause
I've been looking for some silencе for a long while
All this static in my brain is making me wild
I just need to find a bettеr way to get out of my head
I just need to find a better way to stop feeling dead
Cause the flies are swarming around my brain
I can barely feel the pain
Maybe if I numb myself then I won't feel the rain
I already feel slain
I wear the mask just like I'm Bane
And I'm looking for the exit out of here
But it seems like I can't escape all of my fears
I can't escape all of my fears

[Verse 2]

If I can't save myself I guess I'll try and save you
I can't deal with my problems so I'll just try and make do
All these eyes on me feels like I'm in a zoo
I can't take the paranoia cause my mind goes askew
All these old memories are like a black hole
Suck me in and spit me out I'll never know which way to go
I look like Crocodile
Persona Doflamingo
Cold like Aokiji I'll just follow where the wind blows
You can never find me in the light I'll stick to disappearing
Shed my skin and blend in I move so chameleon
And you'll never meet my true self he's always plotting like a villain
Trying to find a way to quickly take over this dominion
But to do that I'll have to go so deep into my mind
Dust out all the corners I'm just tryna find some time
Cleaning out my closet and I found a gold mine
All this trauma I can heal to try and be fine
It's a one-way ticket to the void
Ain't no going back
I've been lost inside my head so much there's some things I lack
Like how to find my soul it's okay in the end
I'll just stay alone