Lapis Lazuli

[Verse 1]

Look up at the sky I think I'll drown under the rain
You can use my blood to try and write your name in vein
Okay, I'm insane
Huffing paint it's all the same
All my love goes down the drain so I'm empty feeling pain
All the hate should wash away, I just need to let it wane
But it cannot be contained, let it poison all the planes
While I'm filled with such disdain
I wish I could be happy but it feels like I've been maimed
Inhumane, my heart's inside a cage
While there's nothing that remains, please refrain
Where's thе weight behind my name?
Just your words won't еnd my reign
Hang myself on daisy chains, yet they smell like mary jane
While I bear my mark of Cain, are you not entertained?

[Verse 2]

Can you really hear me try to listen in between the lines
You got no message in your music all you focus on is rhymes
You give your words no time to shine, Am I bitter no I'm fine
I'm just tired of the lies, I'm so tired of the shrines
Worship false prophets go to Hell that's by design
I'll turn water into wine, yet I still am not divine
That's a product of my bloodline I'm levels above cloud nine
But I think I'm too high, but I think I'm too high
Haven't felt the ground in years I'll cut off all my lifelines
Now the tether's cut and so I'm basking in the pale light
When I look around me all I see are humans misaligned
I think I need some anodyne to numb me from this life of mine
I can feel the centipedes they crawling up my spine
Pins and needles in my eyes, my soul is intertwined
Cut and sewn like Coraline, paranoid and borderline
Bury me with all my lies
Bury me with all my lies