Why

Why? Why did I let you leave? (Why? Why? Why did I let you go?)
Why did I cry after that? (Why am I crying like such a fool?) I don't know
Even now, I want to tell you to come back to me…I didn't want to let you go. Why?

Why does the stupidity still remain in my heart?
Like this childish television drama, when I watch it I cry
Still not knowing your heart that has left, you don't have anything to do with me now
I can't accept it, I can't believe it, There are too many memories

I, who learned that your heart has become so far away, was shocked by the incident
Not once, even as a joke in my dream, has that showed up in my imagination
Now am I able to go on living, Even if my reason to live is gone, can I go on living
These worries inside of me go dark like the sun, even without you does time go by?

Your heart is weak so I worried about giving you wounds, than I learned why you couldn't leave me
I had made a decision that I would let you go first
By my side, I saw your depressed appearance
I thought that I would rather see you laughing face by another person's side
So, I let you go

Where are you? Where did you go to? If I let you go, where is the first place you want to go?
Are you happy at the place you went to? By any chance, do you notice my dying appearance?
Are you leaning against pointless things? Is it a worthless lie?
But why do I keep looking at my phone?
I let you go. I drove you away from me. But why am I the person who's waiting even though it's hard?
Why am I like this? Can you not love for all eternity?
Even though I give and I keep just giving, but why do you keep getting further and further away?