Northern

Tried to do my best to bite my tongue, hold my fist back
I know it was wrong but we all know you deserved that
I am so done with all your shit causing problems
Counting down the days soon enough they'll be all gone

They thought I'd be sad
But it's not like that

You've got plans of moving northern and doing your own thing
You're not even gone yet but I wish you were
I wish you would just leave

I'm doing my best with my plans, they're still the same
What about you? Have you finally found the right thing?
You've always been changing who you are and what you wanna be
We've always been friends but now it's harder than it should be

They thought I'd be sad
But it's not like that

You've got plans of moving northern and doing your own thing
You're not even gone yet but I wish you were
I wish you would just leave

I thought I'd like it better when we could drive together
But it's so different now
You've changed a lot and I'm still
In this town that we both love
Where we figured out that we are not
Who they want us to be
But I can still be myself here

I guess you need new space
This is your chance to find a place
To clear your head