Prescription

Yeah, ay, ay, yeah
Pills don't have the same effect
I told my pharmacist to go ahead and upgrade

My new prescription cause the old one isn't working
And honestly I've been losing focus
Nah, I ain't like that no more
If I really want something, I go ahead and concord

People talk cause they know me from ages ago
And I just don't even know if I can trust you or not
Cause everyone wants to help out
But what about when you're in the ground, no one seems to be found

I've been in those situations more than once, multiple times
And maybe that's why I can't trust, I can't even trust myself
With all that shit I done, I'm sure I'm going to hell
But don't forget, I'll see you there
With the rest of everyone else, ay

I know my end is near
Once I'm gone, I don't want no tears
They gon' forget me after a few years

And that's fine, I don't wanna be in here
Not memory, nor am I alive
Everything you said to me was a lie
You're probably right about everything
I don't care unless it benefits me

It's 3am and I can't sleep
Should I take a pill or just wait and see
No demons hunting my dreams
The stress and self doubt making me lose sleep

I just can't forget about my mistakes
No I don't regret, I just like to reflect
And I learn, I'm ready for what's next
Yeah you heard, there's nothing I can't face

People take advantage because I've been honest
You can keep talking but I'm done being modest
I ain't breaking my promise I made to myself
I'm focused on me and not someone else

I'll make something happen regardless if I help
If I don't want grateful, if not then oh well
I'm done crying to people who don't care
Honestly, I'm better without them

I know my end is near
Once I'm gone, I don't want no tears
They gon' forget me after a few years

And that's fine, I don't wanna be in here
Not memory, nor am I alive
Everything you said to me was a lie
You're probably right about everything
I don't care unless it benefits me