​bipolar freestyle

[Intro]
I wish I had friends
I wish I didn't
I wish I had friends

[Chorus]
It sucks being bipolar
Mood swing every day and wasting every dollar
Fighting with everyone, my friends never come over
This shit made my world colder
I'm a loser, I'm bipolar
I'ma toss it to the side
Because I'm a monster
I'ma toss it to the side
Because I'm a monster

[Bridge]
I wish I had my friends
I wish it never ended like this

[Verse 1]
I got these mood swings
As my cellphone rings
My phone covered in crushed pills
All I can see is my past full of crushеd dreams
I feel like an emo teen all ovеr again
I feel like I'm a kid all over again
Get angry when I see you with him
I'm not playing this game
I see what I want
But I know how to remain
And I got these diamonds on my chain
But that's nothing because I hate it when it rains
I won't go outside
'Cause I feel all the pain
I feel all the hate
So I'm throwing everything down the drain
Everything's the same
And I don't know why I say it again and again

[Bridge 2]
Watch me step off the ledge
Watch me take this pill to take the edge

[Verse 2]
You'll do what you wanna
And you'll see it through, oh
It's not true, all the lies you told everyone
But it's okay
I said it was okay
I said it was okay but I lied
That was the night I almost died
And I should've just sat here and kept it all inside
It's my life, I could take it back if I want to
But I'm bipolar, I'm a loser, and I'ma toss it
To the side because I'm a monster
I'm bipolar, I'm a loser, tossed it to the side
Because I'm a monster
Because I'm a monster
That made the world colder