Pen
[Verse 1]
Stuck in my brain, my mind is fucked
Cause of y’all retarded runts
Hit me with a cane, made fun of me for my brain
Injury when I was born, my hyperactive mind is torn
Y’all hate me, fucked up my head, like a crown of thorns
Of course, I’m not perfect, but y’all are filled with idiotic shit
Dissing me, talking shit, spreading lies, you fucking bitch
Saying I’m a psycho, you piece of shit
You grabbed me by the hair, hit me repeatedly and went back to sit
I was just sitting on the couch, you went ballistic
Talking shit behind my back, I just wanted to be friends
Walked right up to you in class, I thought we could makе amends
I never rеally did you wrong, you ditched me in the end
Just a reminder from your former friend Tyler
It’s fucked up to decline a call from a guy who was by your side
[Chorus]
I gotta tell myself another lie
Cause that's what helps to get me by
Cause I'm in Hell
This is my goodbye, farewell
[Verse 2]
Had your back, we were good, where did that go?
Trapped me in your tree house, sensory issues, you know?
Blocked every exit, took me like ten minutes to get out
To get down and go home, I cried that night alone
An aspy eight year old went home after being tormented
By some people who claimed to want to befriend him
Quite the traumatic trip to go through with some idiots
Who never cared about you one single bit
Like this dude I was friends with
He was just a bitch and tried to rape a chick
I can’t say his name, but it seems pretty lame
At least he can’t claim that he was defamed
His nickname was hispanic hit-
Can’t say the rest of that shit or else I’ll get kicked
But this kid hit me with a backpack, tried to trip
I became this fuck heads friend, but that wasn’t it
He continued the abusive of his nonexistent power
He’s a loser, lazier than taking a downer
I could make fun of this stupid fuck for hours and hours
Spitting rhymes is my job and it’s against a coward
Who became scared of me in the end of our friendship
Kicked him to the curb, he can suck a dick, that stupid bitch
[Chorus]
I gotta tell myself another lie
Cause that's what helps to get me by
Cause I'm in Hell
This is my goodbye, farewell
