Broken Hearted

I’m brokenhearted and I’m retarded
I’m thrown away into the trash and disregarded
Hard drugs aren’t hard enough
And all my friends say that I get high too much

So I am sorry, I am sorry
My brain is fried like extra crispy calamari
When I liked you, you were high too
This is goodbye to everyone who ever tried to

Love me please
I’m so used to everybody hating me

Heartache, heartbreak, I'm fake, I'm late, I'm a bitch
Unresponsible piece of fucking shit
I lie, I whine, I cry over guys that come and go by
Bye bye bye bye
One day you’ll get used to bugs
Crawling on your skin
Then eating them for lunch
One day, you’ll care too much
And fall really hard
And completely out of touch

Don't touch me please
I'm just used to everyone betraying me

We spoke, I hope you don't
We joke just as much as we smoke
Oh no, I hope you don't
I won't, just don't, please don't, we broke, oh no no no

It's no wonder I'm alone
I don't deserve a person that we both can call our own
I don't really leave my home
But you were something different
And you throw yourself a bone

Just crush me please
I just want to die a loser knowing I tried everything