I feel insecure about us

I hope you never find out from me
Just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
I think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
And your decisions clearly have an effect on me
Yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
I really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
Im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
And if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

I been in my head i got some shit i can't decide now
Tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
And if you told me sooner maybe my hеart wouldn't be dried out
And baby much like you i think i'd likе to be tied down

All this time's let me see
That what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
And with this space in between
If its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

I hope you never find out from me
Just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
I think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
And your decisions clearly have an effect on me
Yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
I really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
Im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
And if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up