Note to Myself

Life is so fricking pointless
Why am I living in a worthless mindset?
After every single person hurts my heart
Everybody going through my worthless mindset!
Why do I have to suffer when there is happiness?
Why thots have to hurt my other feelings
When they go through it all the time
Crap that's annoyingly so funny
Hello Hello Joycelyn?
Where the hell are you?
Why am I so fricking depressed when everyone finding their happiness?
Jealousy is an act of love
Because you cared so much
That you had butterflies through your body
Why am I living so deadly?
Why the music so toxic
That I wish that I was the trappy?
Maybe If I was Okay
Then I wish I had a Happi Day
A funny day
A friendship likely that I adopted
Maybe I wasn't meant to be alive
Then I should be the posy