comphet

My father asked me if I was okay,
And if I'm being honest
The morning after always left a sour taste
And Emily said it's compulsory het and it got to my head,
Fuck, I thought I had wrapped my head around that.
I can try it again, sure it won't be that bad
I don't feel a thing,
Yet I feel everything
What's this emotion?
I want your devotion
Am I just cautious, am I detached?
Am I overthinking?
I'll let that sink in
Tell me you need me
I will say I'm alright, I've been crying all night
Make me feel like a liar, make me feel desired
I don't feel a thing
I'll do my research, I'll learn from the best
I'll master the art of lying to myself
Call me an actor, call it adapting, I'll mold to my shell
I was told to keep these thoughts to myself,
Not to call myself names, it'll all go away
I don't feel a thing,
Yet I feel everything
What's this emotion?
I want your devotion
Am I just cautious, am I detached?
Am I overthinking?
I'll let that sink in
Tell me you need me
I will say I'm alright, I've been crying all night

Make me feel like a liar, make me feel desired
I don't feel a thing
Make me feel something
Make me feel something
I will say I'm alright, I've been crying all night
Make me feel like a liar, make me feel desired
I don't feel a thing
Make me feel something"