Not Living, Just Existing

[Verse 1]
These walls I've built around me
Are the only things preserving my sanity
I've burnt every bridge I've ever constructed
So, what the fuck is the point of my existence?
I'm done playing your fucking games
I'm sick and tired of what life has given me
You've made me everything you told me not to be

[Verse 2]
This self-inflicted pain
Has left an abyss within me
Making peace with myself
Will never be an option
Making peace with myself
Will never be an option

[Chorus]
Not living, just existing
I will die a man who has ceased to live

[Verse 3]
I am the definition of a wasted existence
Composed to decompose and nothing more

[Chorus]
Not living (Not living)
Just existing (Just existing)
Collecting dust since the day I was born

[Verse 4]
I can't live if I feel like I'm dead
I can't live with these demons in my head

[Bridge]
For my whole life, I've lived a lie
Your deception shoved down my throat
Losing faith in myself opened my fucking eyes
That death is nothing to fear

[Outro]
A plea for death
Carved into the flesh
Of my wrists
No fucking point in my existence