No Reprisal

Wrap the noose around my neck
I don’t wanna be here anymore
Thoughts are loose and not in check
I’ll put you at the fucking steps of death’s door
What you have done has stolen my faith
You put me in a place I never wanted to be
I feel like fucking self-destructing
Living in self-hatred permanently
8 years along and I still try to comprehend
Betrayal of trust, I lost my family, a friend
Further into grief, down the spiral I descend
Why did this life I loved and cherished have to end?
I’ll never be the same from the cradle to the grave
I’ll never get the happiness that I crave
I’ll never get the comfort back
I’ll never feel the same
I’ll always have to fight the sorrow every single day
You took the love away from me, you left me in the cold
If I don’t end it all, I’ll feel it ‘til I’m grey and old
But yet I keep on grinding on the truth be told
I’ll always feel the fire burning deep in my soul
You left me and my family bleeding
The pain you caused is never receding
Always feeling a wanting and needing
I’ll tear your fucking hear out and eat it while it’s beating
Don’t know what I will do with this
For this sin there will be no forgiveness
I’ll have to fight to end this sickness
If I catch you I feel sorry for the witness
I’ve had enough of chasing my tail
Trying to understand what you have done
So many lives that could have ceased this day
Why did you have to go and take this one?
You took her life but you’ll never take her memory
I won’t forget the day my friend became my enemy
I’ll make you feel the pain I felt
I want to make you hurt
I won’t stop until you’re dead in the fucking dirt
I’ve spent all these years living in misery
Feeling like I lost the most important part of me
Living with your guilt that just isn’t enough
You’ve been the judge by the jury but I’m the executioner
You piece of shit, you’ll never find forgiveness
When I stand over your grave I’ll finally be at peace

You mother fucker, burn in hell
Motherfucker burn in hell