Guilt

(Turn it up Jordan)
Heart is filled
Filled with guilt
Feels surreal
I just don't know how to feel
Pockets filled
Filled with bills
Feelings full but I won't reveal
Need you close
Want you near
Let's go somewhere that's far from here
Cause my heart filled
Filled with guilt
It feels surreal
I just don't know how to feel
So I gotta send these prays out to my family
You know I be writing stories like i'm Stan Lee
I got angels by my neck no odd fairly
All my demons yeah they vexed they can't stand me
Only thing I don't forget
Is i'm doing this for you
(You)
The only one thing I regret
(Uh)
I should have been there for you
A part of me is empty
Look up in the sky I see my family
Blue hearts you know i'm sending plenty
She think that it's to hard to really understand me
Will this pain ever heal
I don't wanna feel
Pop a pill to numb the feel
I don't wanna feel
Heart is filled
Filled with guilt
Feels surreal
I just don't know how to feel
Pockets filled
Filled with bills
Feelings full but I won't reveal
Need you close
Want you near
Let's go somewhere that's far from here
Cause my heart filled
Filled with guilt
It feels surreal
I just don't know how to feel
Told you how I feel but you didn't read the signs
Look you in yeo eyes got me losing track of time
Always by yeo side yeah I should have never lied
As long as we have faith yeah you know we'll be fine
I'm higher then Pluto
(Pluto)
Yeah Pluto
(Pluto)
Shorty think i'm sweet like glucose
(Glucose)
Yeah glucose
(Glucose)
Take you on a date yeah you know that I buy
Lobster and the steak yeah you know how I dine
Look me in my eyes all she see was dollar signs
She think i'm a ten yeah her old man is a five
Heart is filled
Filled with guilt
Feels surreal
I just don't know how to feel
Pockets filled
Filled with bills
Feelings full but I won't reveal
Need you close
Want you near
Let's go somewhere that's far from here
Cause my heart filled
Filled with guilt
It feels surreal
I just don't know how to feel