Angry Sometimes

Yeah Yeah
Yeah
I get so angry sometimes
And I can't find in my mind
A rhyme or reason
Why I'm feeling all these feelings
Am I going insane?
Or would you say it's my brain
Tryna catch me off guard
And throw me into my pain of the past
I know this shit don't last
But I can't keep track
Of when it starts
My emotions are vast
I got this pressure on my back
And I know that I lack
The strength to keep it all above me
So sometimes I let it crush me
I'm only human
I know that you do it
Get so overwhelmed with life
And we just say screw it
I can never breathe
With these waves crashing over me
But from the bottom of the ocean
No one hears me scream
I guess that's for the better
I don't want any tethers
Dragging my loved ones down
To depths they cannot whether
I have a funny feeling
I am a human being
Who sees things differently
In this world that you are perceiving
Of course I'm angry
Look at the world around me
Everyday it astounds me
The pain in my head is pounding
So now surround me
With your ideologies
On why you think this world is clean
And I'll come back with a couple of things
Like
A white man walks into a store
Of course he's ignored
No one's worried what he's there for
Now switch the narrative
And it's imperative
That you see the comparison
When a black man shops
He's one wrong move away from someone
Calling the cops
And he's careful so they don't mistake
His phone for a Glock
Now the workers won't stop
Following him as he's perusing
In their heads they're pursuing
A thief in action, tryna catch him red handed
Meanwhile the white man's in the corner
Stuffing his bag
And he didn't pay for that
That's wack
If you think I'm exaggerating or exasperating
Then you might be part of the problem
All I'm saying is
I have my own darkness and the darkness around me
And I just need a little help to solve it
All
Of course I'm angry
Look at the world around me
Everyday it astounds me
The pain in my head is pounding
My people thrown into cages
A bunch of children go missing
Thats fucking outrageous
Here's something more ridiculous
It didn't happen once
It didn't happen twice
Three times, three times
The government misaligned
Information on these children
Didn't care when they'd go missing
Now their families reminiscing
While politicians dismissing
That this a crisis
More focused on isis
Replenishing violence
And they feel so righteous
Cause they built a park bench
And threw out a few cents
They need to comprehend
This injustice must end
I'm empathetic as fuck
So this corruption is what
Really darkens my soul
And takes a hell of a toll
My anxiety
Takes a hold of me and it won't
Let me go so please explain how
I'm supposed to be
Tryna be a better husband
Tryna be a better father
Set the right example for my
Little son and precious daughter
Like I said I'm underwater
And the pressures getting stronger
Tryna outrun my demons but
Their endurance lasts much longer
Hold up, hold up
I know that I lack
Consistency
I just get side tracked
With the fear that
I'm a talentless hack
What if all my hard work
Just makes me wack
Or someone that
They don't wanna listen to
What am I supposed to do
When that's what I'm pursuing
I try my best
Make my music, push it through
Give my soul, and then some too
But there's more to be doing
You get back what
You give into this earth
So I'll keep working hard
Till' I get what I deserve
We all got problems
Yeah, we all got drama
And we just need a little
Help to solve it all