Used To Be (feat. Jay Kage)
Been feeling like I'm going crazy
None of these drugs been saving me lately
She telling me how much she hate me
Remember the nights she was happy to date me
Been thinking about how much it cost
Asking myself am I getting to lost
My momma don't call me no more
She only cry cuz we fight when we talk
Holes in my soul so I fill them w shots
I got these pills and they killing my pain
They got me questioning what I became
They tell me I'm changing I'm feeling the same
Baby tell me do you love me for real?
Sometimes I don't really know how you feel
I need that money I'm getting impatient
Lately I'm thinking about signing a deal
Promise I'm making it way to the top
I'm honestly hoping that happens w you
I ain't worried about another girl cuz
She ain't been what we been thru
I know that you been hoping I change
I've been trying but I'm living thru pain
I know that you wanna go back
But baby girl it won't be same
I wanna smile and feel like myself for a while
Cuz that's how it used to be
I wanna cry and not be ashamed of that side
Cuz that's how it used to be
Cuz when I die I just wanna say that I tried
And mean that shit truthfully
Forgive all the people that's using me
Not be afraid of what's new to me
Cuz that's how it used to be
It was just you and me
We had these problems
that nobody else could see
11 o'clock and I pull up at your spot
That's how it used to be
That's how it used to be
That's how it used to be
Cuz that's how it used to be
It was just you and me
We had these problems
that nobody else could see
11 o'clock and I pull up at your spot
That's how it used to be
Don't say no more
My mind been running wild
My pain so sore
No time to think or smile
For you cuz my heart hurts
All because I went ahead and put you first
I regretted that
And I learned it fast
Now I'm getting back
To the man I was
All before the love
And it makes me glad
That I stopped this nonsense
Fuck how it used to be
I'm going to lead
Right to the top bitch
Knowledge flowing in
Focus zoning in
Push away the shit
It's just my fam and friends
I don't need you bitch
I moved on. The End.
Do you wrong with magic
That's hocus pocus sin
I want to smile and feel like myself for awhile
Cuz that's how it used to be
I wanna laugh post up and look at my past
Cuz that's how it used to be
I wanted to die it hurts me to say that I've tried
I say that shit truthfully
Forgive all the people that's using me
I don't really care how it used to be
Cuz that's how it used to be
It was just you and me
We had these problems
that nobody else could see
11 o'clock and I pull up at your spot
That's how it used to be
That's how it used to be
That's how it used to be
Cuz that's how it used to be
It was just you and me
We had these problems
that nobody else could see
11 o'clock and I pull up at your spot
That's how it used to be
