Going Numb

I'm going numb
Thought I'd overcome
I'm in so much pain I can't tell anyone
It's a lonely game that I have never one
I won't make it thru
Finding love in abuse
I'm going numb
Thought I'd overcome
I'm in so much pain I can't tell anyone
It's a lonely game that I have never one
I won't make it thru
Finding love in abuse
Im going numb
I've been holding something deep inside
It controls my life
And it makes all of my days feel just as
Dark as my nights
It could be my last day

I would say
I'm doing alright
Cuz it's been so long
I had the strength now i dont know if I can hold on
Cuz every time I'm doing right it seems to go wrong
I need relief but when it hit me it was too strong
Now I don't wanna move on
I been stuck for too long
Missing everyone before they go
Push away because my heart is cold
I've been feeling so alone it's best they don't know
I'm going numb
Thought I'd overcome
I'm in so much pain I can't tell anyone
It's a lonely game that I have never one
I won't make it thru
Finding love in abuse