Gardensong

I know you’re covered in dirt at the top of the stairs
‘Cause if you don’t care then I don’t care
I see you standing around like you’re awaiting prayer
But if you’re not scared then I’m not scared
I hope I don’t hurt your feelings but I was never yours
But now I’m gouging out your insides because you got to feel something
Now I’m looking for an answer in this cold garden
I’m living life in circles and it’s coming apart for now I’m lost
Searching for an answer but I know it’s going to happen again
Just close your eyes and you’re already there
But if you won’t stare then I won’t stare
You see me holding my ground, I know it seems unfair
So if you’re not thеre then I’m not therе
You will go away
There’s no point to pretend we’ve moved on
I’ll still be here to say it to you: “it’s okay”
There’s no point to pretend